No more gay encounters nor even the desire for any. I watch sissy hypno occasionally but can just as easily get off on regular porn. Have had a few girlfriends but nothing serious. Years pass, I have stopped taking drugs all together other than occasional pot. Once you break them in and make them sensitive its WILD) A few months into this I decided to get back on grindr, and had 3 separate experiences over a few months that were honestly too drug fueled for me to remember or even want to remember. It paired well with my giant toy collection of mostly giant toys (plugs, dildos, a fucking machine (broke sadly), beads, nipple clamps and nipple suckers) (side note: I fucking love nipple play. I have no intentions of ever putting on makeup or taking hormones, but putting on a pair of panties turned out to be really hot. I don't know what it is about this stuff, but it gets me going. While this worked out a few times when one of my girl hook-ups was available, I was often left craving sex with nobody to turn to.Īround the same time I discover sissy hypnosis. As I quickly discovered, this makes me extremely horny and kinky.
Two more years pass, and I go through a 6 month or so period where I use a lot of cocaine. It had felt nice, don't get me wrong, but I definitely wasn't into sex with men. I got out of there as quick as I could, I was so embarrassed. I sucked him a bit but terribly, and then he politely took my anal virginity. So, having run out of objects to play with, about 4 years ago I got curious, so I did the classic "curious str8 guy" post on grinder, found a decent, normal looking guy around my age, and went to his place. I have had a sizable anal toy collection since my twenties. All I knew then was that it felt nice when I put things up my ass. I didn't know this at the beginning of my journey though. What I have discovered and what you will see by the end of my story, it that it is an attraction to the power of man, the need to submit. I was never and am still not attracted to men in any of these ways. I have had regular long term girlfriends and hookups, and never had any issues in the ladies department. I feel romantic, sexual, and emotional connection to them, and if I ever were to marry it would definitely be to a woman. Have always been madly into girls, and still am. I was at every party I could get to from then on, and at everyone I had at least one, if not more, grand adventures such as my first anal sex experience.Where do I start? I am a masculine, 47 year old black guy. The man that screwed me was gone, and no one knew about my wonderful experience. I told him that he had no idea, how much fun I had. When he found me he asked me if I had fun. The next morning my friend came upstairs looking for me. So, with about five more pushs he was done, he blow his whole load deep in my juicy butt. I told him I wanted all of his load deep in me. Whispering little comments to me with each push. Sliding his hot body over mine with each thrust in me. So he slammed his dick all the way in me again, forcing my body into the couch. I replied, "Damn right you little bitch, F*CK ME!" He pulled all but an inch out, then whispered in my ear,"Your a tight little fat ass, aren't you." He finally got his dick all the way in me, then waited a minute to pull out a little. He just leaned over me and slowly forced his dick in my virgen anus. So, I then positioned myself with my arms on the back of the couch and my legs spread. He just leaned back and started to moan.Īfter a while I razed my mouth to his ear and told him to fuck me, in a really soft sexy voice. I then started to slide his pants off to see his nice hard six inch dick. I slid my tounge into his mouth and we started to french for a little. I leaned over to him and started kissing his neck, then his cheek, then I started sliding my lips over his. He only looked at my six inch cock for a second before he started to strook it. I looked at him with a supriced face, and then pulled my pants off. We were sitting there for about ten or twenty minutes when he just started rubbing my leg. I asked him if he wanted to come sit with me, and he agreed. It was this hot young stud about 25-30 years old. I was lying there when I heard someone come up. When I got upstairs I ended up on some couch.
It was about 3-4 hours into the party and I started to get a little light headed, so I headed upstairs to find a bed. I decided sense there was so much drinking going on I should go for it and just injoy myself. We went to the party and there was a lot of drinking. When I turned 16 my one friend invited me to a party.